Monday, January 31, 2011

Gratitude: Day 5

Still home sick today, but feeling a little better. Today I am grateful for...
1. Feeling a little better
2. Homemade apple butter (Thanks Jesse and Jeffrey!)
3. A friend inviting me to go with her to try on wedding dresses
4. Time to work on my journal entries today
5. Bosses who don't get mad when I have to stay home sick
6. Clients who are so wonderfully flexible
7. Coffee. I think from now on we can assume coffee is on my list every day.

I plan to spend a couple of hours today working through some back journal entries. My mind is slightly clearer than it has been the past few days and I no longer feel like my head is floating like a helium balloon on the ceiling. I'm excited to see where this week of journaling takes me. Thinking there will be several more entries today and tomorrow.

Gratitude: Day 4

Apparently I'm not grateful on the weekends because I skipped right over those days. I'll just say I was so excited and happy to be enjoying my life that I had no time to sit here and do my gratitudes...although that isn't entirely true...we'll just go with it.

Today I am super sick. Like laying on the floor with a box of Kleenex, barely able to move, no voice, sore throat, foggy head, almost dead sick. So we'll see how this goes.

Today I am grateful for:
1. The heater
2. Warm blankets
3. The day off to rest and try to get better
4. Quiet (My head hurts.)
5. Kyle...because I'm always grateful for him

Friday, January 28, 2011

Gratitude: Day 3

Happy Friday!!

1. Fridays home by myself (or sometimes with Kyle) and the time to get things done
2. The Joy Equation audio portion (week 3) helping me to set some seriously big and exciting goals for this year (more on this to come)
3. The rain making me not feel guilty at all for spending an entire day inside.
5. The best girlfriends I've had in each stage of my life: Maria and Laura in elementary school, Shea in junior high, Christina in high school, Ane and Nowal in college, and Anna, Laura and Ellen now. And of course my sister all along. I am so lucky. I love and appreciate each and every one of you!!


And ooh ooh look at me! I'm grateful today! I have a #6!!
6. Kyle left me a very sweet card and a piece of my favorite chocolate by the coffee this morning! Love how that boy keeps managing to surprise me. :)

Ooh and a #7 too! I'm rockin' this today haha.
7. My brother called me. I love him.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Gratitude: Day 2

1. My cold is almost gone! Woo!
2. Nap time
3. Fresh pears
4. Thursday is my Friday
5. Clean water (and BPA free Nalgenes!)

I'm not feeling particularly thankful today for some reason, but I got my 5 things. Now re-working my pre-wedding shape up plan. Calendar + list + pretty colors = happiness. Now planning is something I can be thankful for.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

A fun little Q&A

What do you miss most about being a child?

We used to live in the woods in a house that had a barn. We’d play there and in the trees for hours. And at nap time, while mom was watching Days of our Lives and folding laundry we’d play “school” on the stairs with the blocks our dad made us. When he came home he’d smell like cedar and his beard would tickle our heads when he kissed us. At night we’d all climb into bed with every single stuffed animal we owned and Mom would read to us from “chapter books”…Bridge to Terabithia, the Chronicles of Narnia, Anne of Green Gables…

What’s on your bedside table?

Four novels of which I’m in the middle of ALL of (for the record, two are total fluff and the other two are pretty heavy), a hot pink water bottle (probably the only hot pink thing I own!), a tiny jewelry box that Kyle’s mom brought me from Italy that holds all my most precious jewelry, a mirror my dad made me, my 1/2 marathon medals, my phone charger, Japanese Cherry Blossom lotion, green sticky notes and a pen (for those middle of the night have-to-jot-it-down-or-it-will-keep-me-awake-all-night thoughts).

When was the last time you were giddy with happiness, lost in one of those can’t-hold-back-a-smile kinda moments?

I was sitting in the passenger seat with the door open. Kyle was kneeling in a puddle in the rain asking me to be his wife. I can’t even describe the giddiness in that moment.

What are you most looking forward to in the next 6 months?

I’m getting married!!!!!! To my most amazing, supportive, affectionate, adorable, loving, silly Kyle. July 16th! After 7 years! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What’s your hell like?

I’m freezing cold but can’t find a blanket anywhere and there are jumping spiders all around me. I’m all by myself and there is no music. All there is to eat is blue cheese and raw onions and there is no coffee. All the chairs are hard and too small for my butt. I have to wear high heels all the time. I never get to sleep but there is nothing to do while I’m awake. There is no time so it goes on like this forever.

What’s your heaven like?

I can snap my fingers and travel anywhere in the world and all I have to do to take someone with me is hold their hand. I travel all the time, but always sleep in my own bed (which feels like the bed I slept in at that hotel in Palm Springs). There is clean ocean to swim in, clean air to breathe, and clean land to explore. I have a dog and plenty of land for her to run on. My friends and family are all nearby. There is live music all the time and art and culture. My friends and I stay up late into the night having meaningful conversations, drinking wine, and eating amazing food and never have a hangover or gain a pound. There is no time so it goes on like this forever.

What’s the biggest lesson you’re taking away from the past 6 months with Stratejoy? (Or in my case, the last 3 weeks of exploring the Stratejoy blogs and working on my Joy Plan)

The biggest lesson I’ve learned is that I don’t have to settle for anything. Period.


What song lyrics fit your life, right now, at the beginning of this brand new year?

"Be here now
No other place to be
All the doubts that linger
Just set them free
And let good things happen
And let the future come
Into each moment
Like a rising sun"
-Mason Jennings "Be Here Now"

If you had a time machine, what place and time would you travel to and why?

Hmm…I know it is kind of weird, but I’ve never really dreamt of time travel. I guess I might like to go back to when my grandfather was coherent. I’d ask him to tell me about his life and just listen.

That and I’d maybe go see the Beatles in concert.

What is something not a lot of people know about you that you wish more people could know?

For the most part I think show a pretty honest self to the people around me. I do wish more people knew that I’m creative. In my every day life I don’t give myself the opportunity to use my creativity as much as I should. I wish more people knew how obsessed I am with colors and words and designs.

What surprised you most about 2010?

Hmm…that I actually finished a half marathon! (Two actually.) The last time I really ran was in high school and I was a sprinter. It took me months to work up to 2 miles and I actually completed 13.1 without keeling over and dying! I felt very empowered and stronger than I’ve ever felt before. Who knew my little self could do something that big?


What’s the best present you’ve ever received?

I’ve gotten lots of great gifts in my life…but I can’t put my finger on just one. How lame is that? I can tell you what my best present WOULD be…well between two anyway: a vacation with my family to somewhere we’ve never been or a dog. Yep. Those would be the best. :)

Imagine your life was being made into a movie. What would the title be? Who would you pick to play you? What would the theme song be? How about the little trailer blurb for the advertisement?

Natalie Portman is swinging on a tire swing overlooking the ocean. Her hair is blowing in the wind and she closes her eyes and smiles. “The old adage is true: no matter where you go… There you are. Join Hannah on her trip around the world, and into herself.” Mason Jennings, Bright Eyes, Gomez, Ray Lamontagne, Counting Crows and Rilo Kiley make up the soundtrack.

Dream job? Dream home? Dream vacation?

Dream job: I travel for a month at a time photographing women and learning about their strengths and power. When I’m home I write and edit photos and share those women’s stories with the world. One or two evenings a week I lead empowerment groups for young women. I have created an online resource encouraging women to create and live in a sisterhood, building one another up rather than tearing each other down. (I also get lots of vacation time :))

Dream home: I live on a lake and have some land. The house has an open floor plan and lots of natural light. It is warm and inviting. I have my own office/studio with a whole wall of bookshelves full of books I’ve read. There’s a big deck where I can host outdoor dinner parties.

Dream vacation: Anything near the ocean, with my guy. Sometimes my dream vacation is one where I lay by the water and don’t move a muscle except to get another book or margarita…sometimes I want to zipline and snowmobile and scuba dive…ask me when I can afford a vacation. :)

I’m pretty much obsessed with Stratejoy and the Joy Equation this month. I’m looking at my life in a whole new way and having so much fun! Take a look for yourself. Here’s Molly’s Q&A on the bloggity blog. I’d love to blog for her someday, but alas, I am aging too rapidly…30 in 28 days. Eek!

Gratitude: Day 1

Finding "bliss" sounds easy enough, but if you really think about it there is a lot to the simplicity of bliss. Happy. Content. Yes. But how do you get there? Honestly, I have no clue. I have started working on The Joy Equation which is giving me a good start, and reading blogs from others who are seeking an authentic and blissful life is helping too. I definitely still feel I have a long long long road ahead of me...and bliss is not a destination. I want to seek it and feel it every day.

So where to begin? Gratitude. My life is not so terrible. I tend to focus on what went wrong in my day instead of what went right. For now I need a plan before I can totally change my life, especially since I don't yet know what I want to change it to. So I'm looking for something more short-term. Instant gratification, if you will. Enter daily gratitude. Every day I will list a minimum of 5 things I am thankful for. If that's easy, I'll keep listing. I'm an obsessive lister anyway, so hopefully it will come somewhat naturally.

So today, "Gratitude: Day 1":
I am grateful for...
1. Multiple cups of good hot coffee to keep me moving on my hardest day of the week
2. A good talk with Laura about work stuff
3. That Kyle bought me wine and I'm not even home yet
4. Cassie snuggles
5. The sun being out almost all day

So there's day 1...that wasn't so hard. I had to suppress in my head the negative notes that followed, but that's the whole point of this right? Thinking in terms of finding my bliss. Yep. Bliss. Off I go........